Tuesday, March 10, 2009

THOUGHTS OF DEPRESSION" LIFE WITHOUT ME"

WHAT WOULD YOUR LIFE BE WITH OUT ME?
WOULD YOU BE RELIEVED OR SADDENED?
WOULD YOU FEEL PAIN OR PLEASURE?
WOULD YOU FEEL A SENSE OF FREEDOM FOR NOT HAVING TO TAKE CARE ABOUT ME NOW?
WOULD YOUR LIFE BE EASIER?
WOULD YOU FEEL A SENSE OF SADNESS AND THEN JUST CARRY ON AS IF IT WAS JUST ANOTHER DAY?
WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THAT MY HAPPINESS IS IN THE MEMORIES THAT I WILL HAVE LEFT FOR YOU?
WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THE IMPORTANCE OF MY HOME WHERE WE ALL LIVED AND DREAMED.
WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT LIKE YOU AND THAT MY SENSE OF BEING HAS SOMEHOW BEEN LOST WITH EVERY LOSS IN MY LIFE?
WOULD YOU STRUGGLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS IMPORTANT TO ME?
COULD YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I CHOSE TO TAKE ME OUT OF THE PICTURE SO YOU COULD HAVE ALL YOU AND THE KIDS WANT AND DESERVE?

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